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måndag 2 mars 2015

Stalking And Harassment

Malignant people believe it's their decision if you should socialize with them or not. They have it in their puny little heads that it's not your choice, and to "convince" you they are right they try and recruit others to "agree" with them. Since most people don't want to start a fight with an obvious troublemaker, they will pretend to agree. Most likely these "agreers" don't care, or they might even think the bullies are real shitheads for spreading unsubstantiated rumours. Some might however believe the persistent storyteller and help out to harm their target further.
Being the victim of any kind of abuse from bullies it's the hardest part to figure out who's the culprit behind all your torment. In many cases I would like to warn you that it might be the very one you believe to be your confidant and best friend. Specially if you are a woman, as in that case you might both have a close girlfriend you trust, but you might also have a male friend or boyfriend who acts totally like he supports you, while he behind your back are part of the problem. Of course you will notice on both your girlfriend and the male what they really are, but someone being abused and humiliated from childhood, might be so used to such treatment that the obvious signals goes amiss. On the girlfriend you will have a clear signal if there is no equal sharing of all sorts. You might pour your heart out to your friend, while the friend never tells you anything. Or the friend will go on and on about shallow nonsense and never listen to anything you tell, more then superficial. Both these kinds of uneven communication is a sign, but not proof. If the friend calls all the shots and you only have to follow, there is another clue. A true friend should care what you want too. A third important sign is if the friend has unknown friends he or she never told you about. Normal friends would openly share what other friends they have, even if it wasn't common friends, but sneaky liars don't.

By acting like your friend, the true facilitator of your torment can gain access to enough data to hurt you the most, which is why many bullies like to keep close to their targets. The pain and suffering will also be much greater for you if it was a dear friend that betrayed you, then just some random stranger. Something they typically will do, when you finally do realize your so called friend was truly an enemy, is to begin stalking you. If you live close by it might be in real life, but in these days it's way more likely to take place on the internet. If you like me have loads of webpages, blogs, forums, channels and endless of accounts all over the place it's a gold mine for a stalker to try and figure out where you are and keep tracks of what you are up to. Having a stalker is kind of always having to wonder who's watching you and looking through every little thing you do and second guess and get all unsettled. Which is the very purpose you are being stalked in the first place. They wish you to know that they just found one of your little love nests, where you love to hang out and speak freely what's on your mind. It's your place and you can be you for awhile, without thinking about if others want to listen or not, as it's a place those interested can freely choose to visit. You have no limitations from having to live up to others expectations and it's your very special place to be left alone from anyone knowing you.
This is what your stalker wants to destroy. They can see that they've found your safe haven, your own special place and they just have to wreck it, just like they've tried to destroy everything else in your life. That is the very reason they've been stalking all your places on the net to start with, so they could find this very special place for them to destroy. Just to hurt you more. They are evil beings filled with pure hate against you, or they'd never stalked your sites to begin with, as they have no interest in the subjects you write about or in you as a loving and caring wonderful human being. They hate you for being such a loving and caring wonderful human being and they want you gone from the world. That is why they have been stalking your webpages, looking in and out on others accounts all over the place, to find some link that could take them to your special place. Whenever they'd found one, who is your friend, that surely was not of their liking, as your stalker wants you alone and scared, crying in the dark with no friends, no self esteem and only your suicidal thoughts to keep you warm at night. That is how their real intent operates, while they in their heads will always make up hero stories to make themselves into saints and you the villain.

Once your stalker has found something precious of yours on the net they will in some way or another start harassing you about it. Often you will get hate mails about it, but if you have them blocked they might realize all their mails are deleted without ever being read, like mine are of all who's likely to send me such, as they've done so and not apologized despite my warnings, so I have blocked them. This goes for longtime relatives and strangers alike. If people don't behave I will not have anything to do with them. I don't enjoy rows and exchanging meaningless arguments with people set out to start fights and be hurtful and rude, so they are blocked and deleted. If such harassment by mail wont work you might get other confirmation about their harassment, as they might try and call you on the phone, write you letters or even contact other people and ask them to harass you for them by proxy. In my life I've been asked to do that many times by my present foes. They used to ask me to do shit I didn't want to do and I hate them for what they did to me doing that. I've never ever asked them to do such things and they did not have the right to ask me like they did.
The reason I'm speaking less and less in specific terms, despite of this site being anonymous, is due to such stalking talking place on this blog yet again. I've once had to change it's name and I even spliced it in many parts so the stalker would not get hold of all of it, if she found one part. I don't know how to block them from reading any of my blogs, but I doubt that anyone blocked from my accounts can post any comments. I've blocked my tormentors from as many places as I've been able to remember doing it on, but still I miss one spot here and there and the bloody female stalker keeps popping up like some virus. Shortly after she drags her evil followers along and of course the one, who's the culprit of the whole present ordeal. She does however not have to read a word as she makes up her allegations far in advance, before she even knows if any of it is true or even fully well knows they are not. It's cause she used to be my best friend and knows I'm a talker, and since she used to be the one I talked to and she knows that I have loads of blogs and websites and she knows that I am a person who need to talk to friends, so of course I will have to vent somewhere. So she guessed that I might write something somewhere and she lied about it, like it was a fact, without even knowing if it was. What I wrote didn't matter, all she needed was that I had a blog and I was busted.

So her comrades in crime were stalking my sites and my channels to find something they could harass me about. And a few months ago, after searching for another year after I took away the original blogger-blog, they found my new wordpress blog. I immediately received a totally sick hate mail from my male stalker, but since I have blocked him I never read it or really got it. The mail was however sent to more people and I was told many weeks later so I could make a copy of that sick mail. I don't know if it was wise to do, but it was so sick I hoped it would demonstrate what kind of sickness we are dealing with here. To me it stood clear that a sane and normal person would no write such filth to a nice and kind person like myself, so to me it's obvious it's a shocking horrific example of the kind of abuse and harassment that I'm the target of today. That was what I thought, but now I understand that these sick bastards harassing me has made lots of people believe that I deserve this kind of treatment. I wish all of you who believe that this is what I deserve instead would take your time and send such filthy hate mail to each other. If that is good enough for others it's good enough for you, I think. So stop sending them to me, or to other people about me. You are sick and you need to see a mental doctor about your issues.
I really don't like talking about this and I don't like showing the filth to others. I so hate it and I hate the person sending me these hate mails. I hate the person that has lied about me so this person thinks it's ok to try and harm me so I will commit suicide of pure desperation. All of these people doing this are very sick. I wish they'd go and seek help somewhere, I truly do. To harass a person with lies and smear to cause them depression and get everyone to turn on them, making people think badly about this good person so she will kill herself out of pure desperation... That is so sick. You are so sick, you doing this to me. I feel sorry for you and for everyone believing in your sick lies. I hope you will truly reap what you have sown, as no-one else should have to. No, you will not make me kill myself, even if I many days feel like it's the only solution after all your lies, smears and utter nonsense. I will only scream out my frustration and let it out in the ether, where it will travel back to you all as bad Karma. She's a pure bitch, that Karma, and she's mine. You must remember that as I have never missed a mark in my whole life. Did he marry Veronica or didn't he? That bitch got burned by Karma and I told her to.

Why I know all of this is thanks to people informing me of these hate mails, and also receiving loads of smear mails about me. There is smear phone calls and there is so much shit said to the mutual lawyer that it's insane. I told that lawyer straight out that I was scared for my life with these people and that I wanted nothing of their personal opinions or nasty comments about me from them, and he promised to protect me. I cried in the phone with him and I was so shaken up by even talking about them and it seemed like he understood that I wanted never to see them. Still he tried to bully me a few times to do so, but I got so annoyed with him for even trying, when he knew how scared I was of them. He didn't believe they were dangerous, but kind and charming. He thought I was talking about yelling, fists and knives or something, but he didn't understand I was talking about mind fuck and gaslighting and psychological killing games that has it's only goal to destroy the very being that is attacked so their will to live expires. Yes, I'm scared for my life of these evil creatures from hell.
At the same time I'm not. It all depends on who's in charge of my body at the very moment. When the poor human soul is, she's lethally scared to death of them and she wrote that yesterday above and I do agree with all of it after reading it through. I am right in all I say and I tell you that as a human, loving, caring soul these people are very dangerous indeed. I don't know what I had done if I wasn't under the protection of a much higher soul. One body, many souls. We are either way only fractions of souls in the body, so what's wrong with the idea there are several minds ruling one body? One day we feel weak and powerless, desperate and totally deprived of everything due to some minor upset caused by people putting even the slightest belief in these liars. The next day everything changes. It's happening all the time, that all of a sudden the bad energy they inflicted on you just goes away and you feel whole again. The afraid little human is comforted and she's feeling safe under the protection of some mighty power that has connections all the way back to the source. To where it all began. That energy is indeed more mighty and powerful then any of these evildoers nasty energy ever could be.

I've written blogs about those dreams where I totally embody the power of this arch angel and shows the puny little demons, that stupid power hungry people had let themselves be infested with, how weak they are compared to this original power of pure love and creation. I lifted my hand and they all flew back in a pile of pitiful demons. That is what liars really are, you see. They are demons in human bodies. I'm talking about the kind of lies that are meant to cause destruction unto others reputation and mental health. Lies deliberately made to shift your own deeds unto another, to make the innocent seem guilty of horrible deeds and the guilty seem innocent. If the very same deeds cannot be shifted the demon possessed human will belittle the deed as not as bad after all. It was just a prank or a misunderstanding and nothing to speak about ever again. It was never their fault and anyone blaming them are hurtful, bad people. Forget about it and if you don't, you are the evil one for refusing to get over it. That's what happens when they have to face their music, they just wont.
But most of the times they are quick to learn how to shift their own blame over to the innocent. Then there is no jest, no room for forgiveness or understanding. If you refuse to be blamed you are ruthlessly hunted down and killed on the spot. You are a creep for pointing out your innocence and you are a horrible liar for revealing the true culprit of what you've been framed for. All these sick behaviors and responses are made by demon possessed people. Devils are not real, and neither are demons, as they are all people. People are the real Devils. People are the demons of this world. They are people with evil spirits in them, that is what it is and nothing else. Devils and demons are seen in movies, roaming around in our streets, but in real life we cannot see them. They are energies and they can only be seen by a seer of the spirit world. When bad energy enters into a human we say they are possessed by a demon as that person starts to act as the energy they have ingested. I will try and explain the difference, how I see it, if a person truly is a Devil, possessed by a demon, or only inflicted by the bad energies from this kind of darkness.

A person truly being a Devil has no real living soul, as it's a born psychopath that does not care for anything but the material stuff. This person has no real feelings and it's like some advanced robot, an AI, but who knows how to mimic feelings and are very clever to pick up how to manipulate others to get what he wants. This person has no limitations to what he can do to achieve his goals, as he does not care how he harms others. But it's the goal that matters, so if harming others too obviously would hinder him from reaching his goal he will not do something. Only if the action would be beneficial to him would he do it, or if he thinks it would be. Even an evil AI can make erroneous calculations. On the other hand a demon is something that is inside a real human being. The person's soul is still there somewhere, but has chosen to let the demon take over as he thinks this will give him greater powers. There will be almost like a high, like you were on drugs, when you let the demon pull your strings. All of a sudden you can do things you didn't think you could do before, as you will no longer be bothered if it's right to do it. You will not bother to think about how your actions might look to others, so you will feel just great. However, it's your true soul and conscience that is your true power, you've only been brainwashed to not trust in them your whole life. You've been had.
The most important part of you is your pure soul, which is innocent and knows what is right and what is wrong. To keep your soul strong you need to always do what you feel is right, and you must listen carefully on what you truly know and not trust in rumours or wickedness. I am now talking about dark energies that some people so cunningly hide and give out to others. It's the Devils in this world that project this dark energy, and like I said it's truly evil people I am talking about when I talk about Devils, and not funny red beings with horns and tridents. They are the most cunning in projecting perfection outwardly and they have been programming themselves from all sorts of sources, like social gatherings, TV, and what have you, to manifest the pure and honest being they are acting like. It's however just an act. One of their most popular outward faces is that of the professional. It's cause when we are all doing our jobs we all like to seem like we know what we are doing, so as a professional the deceiver easily goes undetected as most people are faking it when they are in this pretense of a professional persona. It's not really real.

But we have all been trained to look up to the professional mask and we will therefore also look up on the evil ones that pretends to be professional. The thing is that most people have this mask only put on when they are actually working as the professionals they are supposed to be, while the deceivers never seem to take their masks off, even when in their private lives in social gatherings. When you are with your family and friends, and you are a person with feelings and all sorts of "normal" stuff, you will be that guy you are with your family. Not the professional face you show to your clients at work. You will joke and act silly and talk about shit. That's what humans do. But a fake person will have this perfect mask put on even then. Everyone will then assume that this is a very clever and serious person, who you can rely on. Just like when you go to the doctor you will try to be as good as you can, and still feel kind of dumb and not knowing enough, like people with their professional masks make you feel. You don't like to argue against them and you feel really nervous around them and can't wait to get away from them. Just like you would when in a meeting with a person wearing his professional mask. Most times it's in a place where the mask bearer has some power over you, so it's very uncomfortable. Like you asking for a loan, or seeking legal advice.
Another trick they use to get away with not being like others with normal feelings, is that they act really innocent and helpless. This is mostly done by female ones however and is the very reason they are the worst kind, as so few could imagine this innocent looking woman is such a foul and evil creature as she is. Not only do they fake innocence, but they skillfully frame their female friends for all their wrongdoings and lack of moral discernment. Most of the times they are focusing their blame shifting on one target at the time and when doing so they will choose the most morally uncorrupted and kind of them all. That sounds kind of stupid, as surely it would be easier to frame someone already corrupted, but this is not about getting out of trouble, but getting someone not deserving it into trouble. This is EVIL at it's finest, and what's the thrill of catching a lame duck? No, the thrill is to destroy the most precious of them all. So they will start to defame a friend that totally are loyal to them instead. A truehearted and kind person who always helped out and stood up for her, as that friend will be totally devestated when she finds out the depth of the betrayal.

By acting like the injured party to all sorts of made up insults and hurts the evil one will slowly erode everyone's opinions about this kind and caring person. The perfect target is the most humble of them all, that never brags about her good deeds and only works from behind the scene. Those not glorified by others are both easier to smear, and they are more deeply harmed as their humble nature will also be ripped from them in this process of total annihilation. If you've always let others shine the brightest and loved to watch from the side it's even worse to be accused of haughty manors, then if you've actually been somewhat that. It's the act of framing someone for everything they are not, which makes it so devastating and cruel, what the sociopath is doing. I would suggest the perfect target of this evil being would be a close girlfriend, who's always been loyal, never asked for anything, put her own needs after others, never revealed any of the evil person's bad life choices to other people as that was private, not complained or talked to others about mistreatment or bad things in her life, but kept such things to her closest confidants. A very private person, who might seem chatty, but does not spill her beans is the perfect target indeed.
What the sociopath will do, in my experience, is to create small hurts during a long period of times to soften up their target. The hurts will make the otherwise very loyal friend to start questioning what is going on and maybe even seem sulky and angry sometimes. Behind her back the liar has of course spun some believable story that will make her behavior weird and rude. I will not go deeply into any details as I like to keep it general, but the trick is to make others think the kind and loyal friend is a shithead. The loyal friend does not tell others why she is angry with her friend, so people will only hear the horrible tales from the sociopath, who tells them in a way where she's so sad and worried about her once so beloved friend who's started to shun her and treat her so odd. It's so hurtful and she feels so very alone without her friend. What is wrong with her? She can spin this on and on with added little toxins, that are all made up, while she at the same time inflicts small wounds into her friend, by doing weirder and weirder "mistakes". She might go so far she starts to mess with her friend's head, making out that what she knew happened really didn't. Which is gaslighting.

After awhile the friend might get fed up after the unpleasant experiences are too many and wont balance any of the good ones, so she will more or less drift away out of the friendship. But of course a sociopath wont let that happen, so she will try to lure her back with sudden intense interest and charm. She will act like she really missed her good old friend and behave like everything is forgotten and they are best pals forever again. Most of the times the good old friend falls for that trap, as you do tend to love your friends and you don't want to loose them due to that damn love. So most such friends will give their sociopathic friend one last chance and this is all she needs to trap you one last time and utterly destroy you. I write she here, but I tell you I've heard plenty gruesome stories where boyfriends done this to their female partners, and I'm sure there are some big brothers doing this to their little sisters too. Oh, and of course you have the mothers and fathers who did not care for ages and then pop up and act all caring and regretful, just to up and leave when you least expect it, after causing some total turmoil and destruction. These people come in all sorts of relationships.
When they do this sudden re-appearance into your life they will be very concerned and caring of you. For awhile they will shower you with all that you never got while they were off doing other things, and it's all to make you raise your hopes again. People talk about narcissistic food and supply and liken them to vampires, which is very good as that is what it is. These evil ones feed on you so they wish to cause harm on a good food source many times to feed off that persons life force. They don't have any themselves as they are Devils, and cannot connect to the source so they try to feed off those that can. They do that by causing as much pain and suffering on their target as possible, and like I said they get the most "food" out of those hurt the most by them, which is why they need to build as much trust and loyalty as possible before they crush a person. But it takes hard work to find new supplies, new friends, so they most often don't want to make their target so mad at them that they will not come back. That is why they aim for the loyal kind, as they often choose to come back despite of the foulness of what has been done. Remember too that the evil ones always reminds the loyal ones about matters concerning loyalty. They love their little slap sticks about how people live through their bad patches and how friendships come out stronger at the other end.

These same slogans are used in abusive family settings as well and there it's even crueler as most will accept that friends part from each other, but very few can understand that you were not put here on earth to suffer endlessly by the hands of your family. It's cause most people come from loving families so they cannot imagine such evil. And those that can are in most cases so brainwashed that they are not allowed to leave, they think no-one else should be allowed to. Still, there are many people out there who know it was the best choice in their lives when they choose to tell their abusive families to bugger off and leave them alone. And I say that too - bugger off and stop stalking my sites, blogs, channels or whatever place in or out of the internet you might expect to find me. Bugger off and leave me alone, you sick stalker! And stop harassing me with smear and lies to people, trying to defame my good name and make people believe your sick tales. You are truly of the evil kind of this world and I totally know what you come from. You try to influence me with your dark energies, to suck my life force out of me, but the gig is up and you can go back to where you came from. I care no more for your bullying and attempts to upset me. There is obviously no limits to your betrayal and lows. But what is there to expect of people following a Devil?
Another thing I might not have been clear about is that these Devil kind of persons are like predators. Well, I mentioned vampires, so I guess I did. Many predators are pack animals and hunt their prey in packs of plenty of others. The main leader I would call the real Devil and the minions are the ones infected with this demonic energies that gives them a thrill to know they've hurt an innocent person. I will now mention what people I count as demon possessed, while the Devil is she who put out the original lie. I do know about her envy and that she felt it was unfair she'd not have her house for free, as she thought her brother would get his free. Just like he was envious of her getting her house for free to begin with, as he loved that house. But he most likely actually didn't know about the content of the real deal, or he did and he's an even bigger Devil then I knew. Either way, they both lied and they both were envious, but she was the one framing me and making the big drama by lying about me, while fully well knowing she was lying and me telling the truth. She brainwashed her little demons, which I count her brother and her mother and her husband to be. I am not sure about other ones at the moment, but suspect that others too have been infected by now, as this demon possession is a virus that spreads very easily, if you are not resistant to it.

The virus spreads through a lie that people chose to believe in, despite of facts and testimonies about it being a lie. Whether they believe in it or just pretend to does not really matter, as they are infected either way when they participate in causing harm to the innocent. The lie has also grown as first the lie was just that I hadn't read a paper, then I've heard that they are lying about me also stealing the paper that I never have read. Before I stole the paper that I never read I'm also said to have done another thing we know the she Devil did herself, as she framed me for all the piles of papers she created the first weekend. Besides those obvious total lies, they began to pretend that I'd said things I hadn't and started to act deeply insulted by made up things. Such behavior is devious and therefore also lies as normal people would not act like that over such minor things. The things they said to me and what they've done to destroy my character to everyone I know is like Mount Everest compared to the mole hills they have on me. Ok, I refused to back down and admit to what wasn't true. That is not bullying, or defamation like the she Devil claimed. Such exaggerations are the HALLMARK of a sociopath. It's the very thing you know them by, that they destroy others through shock and awe. Well, go fuck yourself bitch. And see what I care about your smear. Those believing in you certainly belong with you. I don't want them!

Luna IngRuna - Cicle of Love

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