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fredag 13 mars 2015

Smear Anonymously

Today I got this video via a young woman with similar problems that I've had in my life, calling herself Scapegoated Daughter. She has only one sister, no brothers, so in her family she had to take all the burden of being the bad child. In reality she's the good child, who always paid everything herself, worked hard, took care of herself, and never got much help or assistance from her FOO. Her younger sister at the other hand is considered a darling and has gotten away with doing anything. She did not bother to educate herself and she's sponging off her parents. She seems totally unaware of how unfairly their parents are treating her sister as while she's gotten a house, a car and whatever she wanted, her sister even been robbed by their NM.

So not only does some children have to pay almost everything for themselves, like educations, houses, cars, but then they will also be stolen from by their parents. That's how unfairly these narcissists will treat their children, depending on how they look upon each of them. Some times a narcissist will change how they treat a child and be kinder to someone for awhile and less kind to another. I believe that is mostly due to them falling out in some way or that someone has moved away. I just have not paid enough attention to figure out how you get into favor all of a sudden, then out of favor. There is no love or loyalty in a narcissist, so they only treat their children as either a nuisance or an extensions of themselves.
Picture of the last homeland of the evil killers of worlds.
That said about Scapegoated Daughter, whom I'd say is a pretty normal case of narcissistic abuse, since there is no sexual or physical abuse, but it's economic and emotional abuse. In that aspect it's very identical to the abuse forms that's been most normal in my family, though there was also physical abuse in some way, but it was not the physical pain that was the worst, but the mental abuse that came with it. It was done for no reason, or in many cases to punish us scapegoats for things the Golden Child had done. I grew up watching the oldest brother be punished for things his younger brother had done, and I also got many spankings for unknown reasons. It was so common it was normal, and I never connected the spanking to a punishment for anything I've done.

I'm pretty sure I hadn't done anything naughty as I so clearly remember every time I did do naughty stuff. I was extremely satisfied when I'd been naughty to the babysitter, for instance, and she smacked me in my face again and again. Every time she smacked me for a good reason, I felt very satisfied. I didn't mind the pain as that was mere physical. There were no mental pain, no pain in my heart, when she smacked me, cause I'd been well and good naughty with her, speaking up against her, not doing as I was told. So I'm pretty sure I'd know if I'd been naughty, as I got shaky all over my body of angst when I did a naughty thing to my mom and dad when I was four years old. I still remember how shaken up I was over the absolutely naughtiness of it all, and I was so afraid what horrible punishment I would get when I actually had made something in real life that was naughty towards them. 
The wicked leave wastelands after themselves.
I'd poured some water into their beds as punishment for not letting me go to granddad's funeral. The anti-climax came when they came home and went to bed, without noticing. I could not understand that when I in fact did act naughty, the only time I can remember EVER doing anything naughty to my parents I was NOT punished. In the end I figured out that the spanking had nothing to do with us two doing naughty things, but all to do with whom we were. We just were made to be punished and our Golden Brother was made to get praised. How weird a world we'd landed in, where some are born to be saints, no matter how much pain and suffering he causes others, and others are born to be maggots, no matter how much they work and try to do good. It's like the English saying goes - can't do right for doing wrong, and can't do wrong for doing right. 

The Golden Boy could do whatever, and he was loved and fabulous still, while we could not work enough hard and we were still not worth the time of a day. It gets normal and you accept it, until one day you don't. That day came and went and now we live in the NEW WORLD were this is not acceptable. We were not created as less then them, as the truth is that a kind and unselfish heart is better then a cruel and selfish one. So in reality the Golden Boy is the lesser of us three oldest children. He's just as low as his envious witch of a baby sister actually. I say that as they both are having a huge smear campaign going about me since May 2013 (atleast). I believe they've smeared me far longer then that, as I've been told a few things through the years that was either outrageous lies that must had originated from either one of them, or their wicked mother, or it was huge misunderstandings only a moron could make. 
Even the greatest civilizations have been ravaged by the greedy liars.
People must have heard something to make such false assumptions and I think I know a few ways they achieved this through the years, without really having to lie alot. Narcissists often use a method that is very sly and slow in it's working, while also being devastating for the victim of the smear. They like to put little things "out there", very slowly. I'm talking about sociopaths really, as malignancy is psychopathy and when I am talking about a socially well performed psychopath I like to call them a sociopath. There are a few different schools on this, liking different terms, but I prefere that one, as to me a typical psychopath is like the brute who kicked my son in his face, for no good reason. To the evil psychopath it was a revenge for my son reporting him to the police after he had punched my son in the face the other day, for no good reason. 

Psychopaths bully people, punch people and then they feel entitled to harm people for not liking to be harmed. They start fights and then they frame their victims for the fight, as they've made up the saying that it takes two to fight. No, it takes one psychopath to hit another person, who's only crime is to try and stop the assault. That is not two fighting, but one as the other is protecting themselves only and would never had been fighting at all if it was not for the bloody psychopath! So to me the term psychopath is a violent person who has no empathy for their victims rights to defend themselves. It's both physical violence and verbal where they consider it their right to abuse others, who are expected to take it like poor, beaten dogs. Sociopaths are to me the sly, socially well adapted person, who walks like a wolf among the sheep, unseen by the herd, while they snatch out their victims and kill them. 
Whole blossoming cities and lands in dust and ruin by the evil.
Sociopaths use social aggression, which is smear and toxic remarks taken out of context and very unfair and cruel to the victim. But most bystanders are being enchanted by this sly bully, who will make out that the true victim is the one doing the bullying, so the ones standing around will begin to help out to cause the victim further trauma. All that is a deliberate goal of the sociopath, who wish to make their target feel alone, left out, unwanted. As their other goal is to make others adore them, never question anything they say, they will be very careful to make out that they want their target to visit, that they feel so neglected by their target. All lies to make others feel sorry for the bully and guilt trip the target of the abuse, so they feel bad when being there, and guilt for avoiding the horrible situation. It's cause the sociopath wish to have their targets nearby so their abuse can be ongoing. 

If the target goes away and wont let themselves be abused the bully will gather all their minions and with their help start a smear campaign bigger then anyone they've made with the victim nearby. Everyone I've been in contact with have the same experience that going no contact with abusive people will cause them to amp up their abuse. They will always do their torment with the use of proxies, as that will render the victim more helpless when they see how many more who hate them. It's quite easy for a sociopath to do this as they've been surrounding themselves with narcissists their whole life, and any narcissist will become far more malignant then before under the influence of a sociopath. It takes only one truly rotten egg to make a whole basket rotten, as the saying goes.
They came to destroy what once was a flowering planet.
Often there are more then one very malignant person in a family where there are a sociopath. There can be a malignant narcissistic mother, who shamelessly didn't follow the rules of motherhood, but was good at making outsiders buy that she was the perfect mother. Such mothers tend to raise malignant children, aswell as rejecting anyone who's too moral or empathetic to become one. You know the difference between a typical narcissist and a real sociopath (how I look upon them and how the ones agreeing with this description look upon it) by how they behave. If you have a selfentitled, selfcentered narcissist in your house, you will notice it on how he or she wants all the love and attention from the parents. So much that they frame their brothers and sisters for all their own mischief, and push them to act out in rage by gaslighting them and taunting them with tricks and false statements. 

Narcissists are openly bullies and there is no question about it, and now I'm talking about the overt, classical kind - the typical type. When people talk about the sly covert kind of narcissist, I hear them talk about sociopaths. I believe they are the same type of being, more or less. They will not act like the most entitled ones, but fake humility, which is all an act. They will pretend to want to help others, take over situations and by that get control over both material and economic resources. To distract from what they are really doing they normally frame someone, so they can use the upset everyone feel to make them busy in attacking the innocent victim. While everyone is focusing their attention towards the innocent, framed target, the sociopath can go on and do whatever she wishes to do as noone is watching.
That way the target cannot even breath in secret, without being accused of breathing too much, while the sociopath can run around and "conspire" with all sorts of people to find some who will help her out. That is the insane thing with this situation, as while the innocent one has done NOTHING, the vile lying sociopath is doing everything and all her minions, under her mind control, totally blames the victim! One of their favorite is to smear the target with having a smear campaign about them. It's the sociopaths main trick, to immediately frame their target for "smear" when they reveal the naughtiness the sociopath been up to. It does not take much revealing and you can be ever so kind and joke even, but you will be attacked with so hateful insults about your person that it will shock you. It's their shock and awe trick, as they wish their victim to get quiet and stop revealing them. 

By attacking this way they try to make others distrust the one doing the revealing, so they will not listen to reason anymore. It's very effective as everyone will believe there must have been going on alot more then they know about for the "poor" sociopath to get so upset. It's all a ruse, as there has NEVER happened anything more. I've seen this trick too many times now, and I've totally figured it out. They only do it to make you shut the fuck up and go along with their scam. They always have a scam and they need everyone to obey them, so noone can go and report them afterwards for something illegal. I've heard about people being straight out robbed by their so called best friends, but since they didn't try to stop them when they came and took what was not theirs, the police will not accept their cases. That is why they do the shock and awe, so people are standing there in disbelieve and not be able to speak out. 
You will feel so stunned that your BEST FRIEND is doing this to you and you can't believe what you are seeing with your own eyes. The most common target is someone the sociopath knows have done alot for them and someone who's been very loyal and loving, caring, and most of all a trusting person who always sees the good in others. The more abuse and small toxic deeds this person has been through and decided to overlook to keep the relationship with the sociopath, the more worthy of being targeted. It's cause it will create the worst pain and suffering when you bestray and backstab someone who does not deserve it one bit. That is the enjoyment of the sociopath, the malignant covert narcissist, when she stabs a knife in the back of the person who's been doing so much for them for so long. 

I've thought about reasons they do this, and came up with the explanation that the sociopath has found someone else who does all these things for them now, so it's time to "fire" their ex-best friend. People call this the discard fase and that is a good word for it. If normal friends don't need the help of someone else anymore they will not ruthlessly crush the person they are about to dump. People normally don't want to hurt others, and not end a friendship on bad foot. Even if you've fallen out you will not go about revenging the end of your friendship. This is not the case with malignant people. They will stalk you, either in real life or in the cyber world, and try to find "bad stuff" about you they can use to smear you with. While doing this they will make out the excuse that it's YOU, their target, who's doing "bad stuff" somewhere and they must find it and document it. 
As they know that people wont ask for proof, and they can always manufacture any proof they need if someone would, it's a safe method for malignant people to use when they are smearing someone. If they'd only been talking bad about their target, like normal people do who's mad as hell at someone, people might think that they are being rude, and nothing else. But by pretending to be the victims of this horrible smear, the real victim is framed with, they now can smear and lie as much as they wish. Atleast the sociopaths seem to believe this is how people work. Too bad for those demons they are wrong. There are people out there who will get fed up with their made up horror stories, sob stories where they are poor victims, when they themselves NEVER seen one slight proof on anything they've heard about this target. Never in their whole lives. 

All they've heard are nasty "wife tales", but when seeing the person who's been defamed for ever it does not add up. It does not add up cause it's all lies and when you hear lies you know it's lies. Everyone know truth from a lie, but we've been taught by the liars to ignore the lie. That is why I've received the message that we must stop loving the psychopaths, as accepting their lies are the same as loving them. When we wont accept their lies, and listen to ourselves, we will know the truth and never again help out to abuse the innocent. To speak the truth is everyones right, but the liars always want to silence the truth, while they openly defame and lie without any doubt about who they are smearing. They are very cruel beings, and I call them demons, as I truly don't think they are real humans anymore. 
What a cruel being would stalk others sites, to find their inner thoughts and feelings and lie to others that it's smear, when it's the truth they are feeling? Smear anonymously can never be smear, and these liars know that, but they are defiled copies of human beings, so they don't care for facts or reason. They only care for ONE THING - themselves and their pleasures, and they get great pleasure from harming others. What goes around comes around, and I will take great pleasure when the curse they've brought on themselves comes and bite them in their asses. Everyone who's lied about me are cursed, everyone who choose to ignore the truth in favor of the lies are cursed. That's those under this curse really and what the curse will do to them is all up to their intent with the harm they've caused me. 

Was it for selfish greed, one result will come. Was it to aid loyally another, there will be another result as noone should aid evil. Was it just for the fun of causing havoc in our family, there will be a very funny result. Well, to me it will be funny, not to the one who took great joy in destroying innocence. I think you get my drift with this - that I don't make a curse that is simple, but very complex and the worse deeds the person has done and the more deliberate they've been in their malice, the worse curse will come and the longer it will manifest. Oh yes, I've also deleted each and every well wish I had on all of them. I regret ever making them and I will never make another to any liars in this world ever. I will never forget whom the liars are again, never shrug my shoulders that it's just me being over sensitive. 
Now I know that a thief and a liar is always a thief and a liar. Shame on you and for all your madness. Shame on you for coming into this world and harming good people. Go away and come never back. I'm talking really bad people here, not the kind that lies, get found out and repent with true shame. I'm not talking about people who steal some small thing, and feel guilt. I'm talking about those who NEVER repent, never admit to anything evil they've done. Those who ALWAYS frame the innocent and thrive when they can belittle and hurt those who've been nothing but kind to them. This kind of person will pretend to be your friend, but fester with malice and jealousy. This is NOT a friend, this is a dangerous enemy you need to get rid of. The way to do it is to make sure you live far away from them and share nothing with them. Don't even share friends and family with them, so if you need to you have to stop all contact with all your relatives who rather keep their friendship with the sociopaths and narcissists then with you. 

If you tell them you will seize all contact with anyone still befriending these liars and they still choose to be friends with them and rather loose you, it's a choice you need to accept. They never loved you, and all the love you had for them was wasted. I know it's hard to accept, but it's the truth. If a person rather keeps a friendship with a known liar, who's been bullying you, hurting you, lying about you, then keep their friendship with you, who's done nothing wrong, they must never have loved you back and also deserve to reap what they've sowed by this choice. We need to let go of such people and know that they will one day have to lay in the bed they choose to make. One day they might be betrayed and stabbed in their back, is what I'm saying. A sociopath will change their target when one is lost, so beware all you psychopath-lovers. You might be next on the list to be bullied!
I will end off with an article about bullying - and cyber bullying. I'll do that to EDUCATE my cyber- and REAL LIFE bullies: 


Bullying happens when there is an imbalance of power; where someone purposely and repeatedly says or does hurtful things to someone else. Bullying can occur one on one or in a group(s) of people. There are many different forms of bullying:
  • Physical bullying (using your body or objects to cause harm): includes hitting, punching, kicking, spitting or breaking someone else's belongings.
  • Verbal bullying (using words to hurt someone): includes name calling, put-downs, threats and teasing.
  • Social bullying (using your friends and relationships to hurt someone): includes spreading rumours, gossiping, excluding others from a group or making others look foolish or unintelligent. This form of bullying is most common among girls (Canadian Children's Rights Council).


    Cyberbullying involves the use of communication technologies such as the Internet, social networking sites, websites, email, text messaging and instant messaging to repeatedly intimidate or harass others.

    Cyberbullying includes:
      • Sending mean or threatening emails or text/instant messages.
      • Posting embarrassing photos of someone online.
      • Creating a website to make fun of others.
      • Pretending to be someone by using their name.
      • Tricking someone into revealing personal or embarrassing information and sending it to others.
        Cyberbullying affects victims in different ways than traditional bullying. It can follow a victim everywhere 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, from school, to the mall and all the way into the comfort of their home - usually safe from traditional forms of bullying.


        Over time, youth who are bullied or bully others find their own ways of dealing with it. While some victims/bullies may become depressed and begin to withdraw socially, others react aggressively and turn to violence.

        Dangers for Children and Adolescents Who Are Bullied:

        • Depression
        • Social anxiety, loneliness, isolation
        • Stress related health problems (e.g., headaches, stomach aches)
        • Low self esteem
        • School absenteeism and academic problems
        • Aggressive behaviours
        • Contemplating, attempting, or committing suicide

        Dangers for Children and Adolescents Who Bully Others:

        • Not knowing the difference between right and wrong
        • Delinquency and substance use
        • Academic problems and increased school dropout rate
        • Aggression
        • Sexual harassment and dating aggression
        • Gang involvement and criminal adulthood
        • Difficulties in their relationships with others
        • Being bullied at the hands of others

        Bullying and the Law

        Bullying can be a traumatic experience, and some forms of bullying can even be considered illegal. These include:
        • Threats - whether done face to face, online, over the phone or through text messaging.
        • Assaults - including pushing, tripping, slapping, hitting or spitting.
        • Theft of personal items - like a backpack, books, electronic devices, etc.
        • Harassment - repeated tormenting online, with texts, phone calls and/or emails.
        • Sexual Exploitation - sharing videos or photos with nudity of people under 18.
        • Hate crime - bullying based on ethnicity, sexual orientation, religious beliefs, etc.

        IMPORTANT clarification to the mentally retarded - bullying is when a person CONTACTS you or others with wicked lies and accusations, smear and made up stories ment to put the bullied person in a bad light. Which is EXACTLY what my tormentors are doing to ME !!!!

        Bullying and stalking is not me talking to MY FRIENDS about any issue concerning MY LIFE. It's not people talking about others ANONYMOUSLY on the internet either, without giving names on whom they are discussing, or only nick-names or made up names or even when they ARE giving out their first names, but not their last. That is NOT smear and you imbeciles know this and are only BULLYING me and SMEARING me with your LYING accusations. I hope you rot yourself in the hell you've all created. I will not be joining you - ever - as I plan to go home. Your dear MAMA knows where I came from, as I told her when I was two years old.

        torsdag 12 mars 2015

        Goddess Wolves

        I have six sites under my Red Heart category and this one is the fifth, but it used to be the last until I recently changed the order of the sites and moved this one up. It's double level symbolism with the wolf theme, as it's both about real live wolves that live in nature, and the kind you find walking among men pretending to be human, while in reality being predators out to harm others. The reason I thought about that is due to bullies that's been tormenting me my whole life, as I'm a sensitive and also a loner. Predators love to attack people they believe are easy targets, vulnerable and an easy kill, so they love to attack me and have been doing that my whole life. I can't even remember how many times really nasty females been lying about me to ruin my social life, but every time it happened it came out of the blue, like an attack by a predator, without me having a clue what was going on behind my back. Much fewer times the attacker been a male, one of the kinds that are out for revenge of some kind. You find this site here: Goddess Wolves. So the reason I made this site about wolves was cause of the stalking and lies that a man was doing to me.

        I don't really know why males attack me, but I have by now figured out the reason females do what they do so very often. To me it seems like the males are furious that I stand up for myself and don't play along with their using of me as their tool or whatever they intended. At the moment it's people who know all about old bullying I've been through and they seem to be using these old methods to screw with me. It's like they've been pretending my whole life they were family, but all they did was to find out all my weaknesses so they could seriously fuck me over with every thing that others done to me previously. So now a brother of mine behaves like the man who inspired me to make this site. That is stalking my sites and reading my private thoughts. He was the only one who could explain why that man was so cruel and now he's equally cruel, if not even worse, I may say. I truly feel he's worse, as the other man stopped stalking me after about half a year, and this torment has soon been going on two years. And this time it's been escalating as time goes by instead of receding.
        There has been a constant stream of lies and hurtful messages that are very insulting and the further we come in trying to find a solution that would be as beneficial for all as possible, the more vile and nasty he's been acting. And all his hate is directed at me, despite me being the person least listened to by the lawyer doing the actual work. The lawyer have heard so much foul things about me, that I bet he thought I was a two headed monster by the time he met me, so of course anything I said to him went straight through his head. He refused to see me until October, 6 months after he'd met my sister and he didn't even talk to me until 2 months after he'd had a long proper meeting with my sister. So why did this brother think I had any power over the lawyer? He was totally smithen by my sister and thought I deserved much less then this wonderful woman, and so he told me. Did I write her any hate mails due to that? Of course I didn't as I'm not a sick bastard like some people obviously are. I was deeply insulted by the lawyer, who straight out told me and the oldest brother that we were less connected to our father then our spoiled siblings. Which was extremely rude and an awful thing to say to someone.

        So to me it's very clear that our brother is upset as I feel like both me and his older brother are equals to him and our other sister. The way he treats us and their plans to make us get alot less money then them shows us clearly how he feels about our value. He's been using us and in his mind we have no rights at all. That is the only reason I can come up with that he's so hateful towards me, as I've not been in contact with him in any way, beside dealings with the lawyer. The insult is that we let him get his way in alot of matters, but that didn't help at all. He does not appreciate anything we do and his only goal seems to be to humiliate as much as possible. I have a feeling he will try and bully everyone supporting me, trying to isolate me so he can torment me undisturbed. Men like this can be quite lethal and there are women who's very scared of him. Would he try anything on me however I will be prepared and I would not let him harm me in any way, nore my children. I truly believe he's a very sick person, as I've done nothing to him and it's like he's making shit up just to be able to hate me. Either that or someone is filling his head with hate and lies and he is too brainwashed to be able to see what these defamers are doing.
        This site is also about native people as they have been treated very badly by bullies, who made others hate them and almost kill all of them in horrible, cruel ways. When I was small I was always on the side of the native americans, and this brother was always one of the white cowboys. That says alot, as the white's murdered 95% of the natives. I married a native nordic boy, who shares the same DNA as the native americans, so I called him my own indian boy. I feel great solidarity to all native people of this earth and the things I've heard from people of native blood is hair rising. How horrible and cruel people can be who think they are more then others. In reality it's those bullies that are less then others and they should feel ashamed over how cruel they are to the undeserving. It's quite clear to all of us now that my bullies know perfectly well, all of them, that I've been telling the truth all this time. They've been taunting me with more lies about me, just to torment me, while all of them fully well knew I spoke the truth. That was why nothing I did could make them understand I was truthful, not even that I had a witness confirming my version of events.

        The one who started to lie about me seems to have been planning this a very long time, as she spoke to me about it more then 20 years ago, how someone was to fight her over her right to get a house for nothing. Now I know she must had planned this person to be me, as she was doing all sorts of hurtful things, starting from when I started dating boys. She gave away a huge collection of doll dresses I've worked on for 9 years, most likely cause I told her she only could borrow it, as it was intended to my own daughter one day. Seven years later she changes her first name to a name I'd had suggested to give to my own daughter, but I had a miscarriage and lost that baby. When my daughter was born she shortly after had made father "give her a house" out of the blue. Or so she claimed. But after father's death she revealed that this was not quite what had happened, and I got an explaination to all the weird statements father had made through the years. He'd said stuff like that house was not hers until he died, which was what their agreement was, that she'd have to pay for the house what it was worth after father had died. It was no gift, like she had lied about for so long. She was not to have a house and the rest of us would not.
        So to make sure that noone would be able to go against her claim to get the house she'd tried to make father sign a will back in 1996, which he'd refused to do. That will was made in three copies and all was found recently in fathers house. The will said not she'd get if for free, like her mother has claimed for 20 years, but it was suggested 110 K, and father had by hand changed the price to 210 K. This is all things that has been revealed during these years that's gone by since I read the agreement myself and saw that it was no will and that it said no fixed amount which the house would be valued at. It said what I've said it said all the time, and they all know that I'm telling the truth, but like the bullies they are they love to torment me. She showed it to me as she knew mother and the rest would help her harass me and show no mercy as she needed a scapegoat to take the fall for being all she is - that is greedy, false, calculating, a thief and of course a cruel liar. She knew her husband would do anything she said to him to do towards me and he was very helpful. He phoned my husband and called me cheap, for not wanting to pay 40 K for something worth less then 10 K. I only could agree to pay 25 K, which was the amount they'd told me it was worth when I was talked into taking over it.

        At the same time his own wife is going on and on about peanuts and when I am willing to give her 46 K more for her share, then it's worth, she's bitching about 1,7 K for something she bought without my consent to the farm. In my opinion she can take that shit and stuff it where the sun does not shine, as I don't care for her bickering about small amounts. So according to her bully of a husband I'm cheap when I refuse to OVER PAY 30 K for something, and only over pay 15 K, while his bitch is not cheap when she bitches about ten times smaller sums. She also misunderstood our offer and now she's bitching over 4 K, when the offer was 46 K more, not 50 K more, which she seems to believe. All cause our lawyer forgot ONE WORD in his text - "about". He wrote that we were willing to pay them 850 K including alot of stuff on the farm, instead of the 804 K that the estate agent had suggested. And then he said that the stuff most likely was not worth those extra 200 K, but forgot to write those extra about 200 K. He should had written 184 K or something more accurate, but he didn't and unintelligent as my sister is she did not understand.
        She's almost as dumb as her enabling brother actually, who does not understand anything of our offer and instead he tries to underbid us with 200 K, while offering his darling sister more then 200 K more for her part. And he also believes that me and the oldest brother will not get any part in the value of those 184 K the stuff could be worth. Taking up our suggestion that they'd evaluate the stuff, like I've told the lawyer already in June he should do when I sent him all the photos of it, that does not enter any of these people's minds. Neither the lawyer or these two other liars seems to be able to understand that it would be a good idea. Most likely they will cause us alot of trouble to save fathers life work, and I guess that is the reason their mother is putting down so much effort in enraging her gullible son, so she can make sure to ruin this for us. I totally blame her as she acted like the main enabler of this insane idea our sister and brother had to fool us to force us to give them these houses. If they'd been kind and honest everything has been settled by now, but instead they favored lies and deception and harassing me on the brink of destruction. 

        The original turmoil started with the lies that I had never been shown her agreement, and when I refused to shut up, but instead found a witness who could confirm that was true, the truly hurtful insults began. She knew very well what would cause maximum damage to me, as she knows exactly how I feel about things, as I told her everything when I believed she was my friend. It's all too obvious after all the investigations I've made these years that these kind of persons truly watch you and befriend you to find out who you are to be able to harm you the most they can, if you go against them in any way. They even make traps you can't avoid to fall into, just to be able to torment you for fun. So I've realized now that she was never my friend, but an enemy pretending to be a friend. She was only pretending so she could gather intel about me to be able to destroy me. At her side she had her mother, who used to call me and I used to tell alot of things to. I do remember her warning me on occasions, telling me that one should not be too open and honest about things. I thought that was dumb advice as you should trust your friends. It's just that none of these people were ever my friends, but my "frenemies" out to destroy me.
        They have been re-manifesting all the things I've told them about others done to me, which hurt me very much. Even my brother-in-law who pretended to be so upset over the man I mentioned above, and how he pretended to be a good friend to my husband while doing what he did. He only pretended as he said to me that it was wrong to do such a thing to a friend's wife, so why is it okey for him to do similar things to a friend's wife, or to your wife's sister? Double standards again, as he only gathered intel about me and realized with my story about the man where my weak spot lay. That I felt very uncomfortable with such events and did not handle them well, but suffered for years, so he created a similar situation with my sister, where she began already in 2005 accusing me of flirting with him, while I'd done no such thing. Just like the sick man I'd told him about. Now I've read about this kind of predators, and how they cheat on their wives, and how they play with women's feelings, messing with their heads. It's in their nature, I'd say, as I've read about them. It's like a mental illness, only it's not an illness, but more like a handicap. They are unable to care for others well being, and it's all about their own thrills.

        It's energetically exactly the same thing and that's why it's so nasty, as both he and my brother knew how upset I was over how this man behaved. The brother I'm sure is taking his cues from his mother and that sister, and as I've been confiding in them for years about all sorts of things that hurt me I'm sure they know how to mess with his head so he'll attack me where it hurts the most. I know it was my sister who first spread out to people that I was mental, and then she spread out that I was bullying her and defaming her, and then that I had a smear campaign going about her. Or a hate campaign, as she likes to call it. I also have had feed back from her brother that I'm stalking her, so I guess she's made up that one too. She's very resourceful, like her mother, making up stories about others to defame them and make others think they are crazy, while it's all a story. What she does is actually what is illegal as she is lying about a person to people knowing that person. And when she does that and others help her out to spread untruthful smear about someone, myself for instance, that is also illegal. You cannot be considered having a hate campaign anonymously, like they all are making out you can. I've made tons of jokes about that issue, and I imagine that it will result in a blog soon, which I will name "Smear Anonymously" or something.
        This site is really about the pain of being a victim of abuse by people you only wished to love and care for, but they would not let you do that. Instead they turned on you, defiled your good name and reputation. I cannot describe how many times ugly, jealous girls and women done that to me in this lifetime so far. I'm so happy I'm getting older and not as slender anymore, as it finally seems like alot of this envy is going away, which been projected at me ever since I can remember. I was bullied at school for years, all due to girls who lied about me and said I'd done things I've never done. Evil, envious girls who just wanted to torment me. A few of them even pretended to be my friends, and just like my sister and her real mother did, collect intel so they could use that against me and hurt me as much as they could. Their favorite method is always the same. They make out outrageous claims about stuff I'm supposed to have done, and then they go and tell others about it. Oftentimes they turn all the boys and men against me, by saying so horrible things about me that everyone starts to hate me. I still remember the deep pain in my heart all those years this took place at school.

        There was this girl I thought was my friend, as I used to play with her, and she used her twin brother to physically attack me, by telling him that I'd done things that she in reality had done to him. She knew all his secrets so she told on him to the teacher, and then she framed me for doing it. Her brother was furious on me and ran as fast he could straight against me and punched his fist in my belly. God, that hurt. I'll never forget that pain and it was physical. He never said why he did it, but I'm sure it was cause of her lies. Girls are horribly cruel and nasty beings and I never liked them at all. I so wish I'd had a baby brother instead, which was what I'd wished for, as all girls were so odd and untrustworthy. If it hadn't been for his twin sister he'd never hated me, never punched my belly and neither would all his friends. They all hated me for all the things this little bitch claimed I've done. I'm sure every little dirty story she told about me was all about herself and her own doings, as they sure as hell had nothing to do with me. People are so gullible and if they cannot repent, when they see that they were wrong, they are doomed.
        Those tormenting me now in my family all know that I was lied about and that I indeed read the agreement, just like I said. They know that I didn't make all those piles of paper after father died, which is all new lies my sister came up with as time went by. Just like my tormentor at school did. But she does it as she and her mother knows that I was severely bullied at my last working place and so bad that I got PTSD like symptoms for quite awhile. Like severe stress just being close to a church, thinking about priests and churches. I've talked alot about the bullying going on in that church with mother and it was alot. At the very end a new narcissistic female priest arrived and she heard my stories, as I thought she was my new friend and I told her stuff. She was very kind for awhile, but then it turned out that she'd been saying the most horrible things about me. And there I'd been thinking that I was an ugly, dirty being noone could like for months, until a supervisor revealed that she was smearing me to the church board, whom handled my employment. So much that they all thought I lacked all formal education and alot of other provably wrong assumptions. 

        This supervisor had tried to talk to them, but he said that she had them all under her spell, believing the most ridiculous things about me. I left and my self confidence were in shreds. Who'd do such a thing to a friend? To a colleague? To a sister? A daughter? I cannot even imagining treating my worst enemy so false and vile, with made up lies and stories. These are the lowest of the low of beings, like maggots with feet and arms. They smear and make up stories about women they feel envy against, and they are so good at it cause they are acting like saints without wings, like charming and kind caring women. They are so good at acting so perfect that only that ought to make you suspicious. As in the middle of all this perfection some slight slip up of vile hate will slip through. I've seen it plenty of times with women like this, but used to ignore it. Now my studies in this subject has taught me that this is a sign to not take lightly. This little toxic remark about a person who's done no wrong, is the hallmark of the narcissist or sociopath. However, they might try and patch it up and pretend at once that this person indeed done them foul things. Beware of unsubstantiated claims.
        Now I've been telling you alot about bullying and the wolves disguised as humans, as that is a dear subject of mine. And I've mentioned my present bullies, however I try and keep them out of my life as much as I can. I hope to be able to keep them far away from me as possible for the rest of their lives, as they have all certainly done their best to take advantage of the fact I've been seriously abused before in similar situations. This time I've been more awake to what's been going on, and I've learned alot about this ailment of evil. Everytime I accounter it I learn more and by knowing more I get stronger. It has miraculously not hurt me as much as it would had done just a few years ago, what they've done to me. It's like all before this were preparing me for the ultimate betrayal. The hardest part has been to understand that people like this don't care about truth, or that you can prove you are innocent to the charges. All they care about is to harm you as much as they can, humiliate you and destroy your soul. That's why they use aggressive men to attack me, and none of them cares neither that I'm innocent.

        I know that they all know that all I did  was to tell the truth, and neither of them care. To them it's just fun to torture me, as they are wolves out for a kill. That is how bullies are, they wish to harm their victim just for fun. I've added alot of nice gifts to this post and I will tell you which I made using my own ideas and which I made with the help of tutorials. The first two are totally designed by me, using some nice graphics. The third I've made the image myself using a vector tutorial, but the frame I designed myself. Well, I added some cute wolves too. The forth is yet another design by myself, and the fifth is a vector tutorial, which I've added a frame to I had made before from a tutorial. And a wolf of course. Six, seven, eight and nine were all done totally after tutorials, and so is the one below and the tag at the bottom. The puppy wolves I've added myself however. The funny thing is that the indian tent graphic was the reason I was bullied at a PSP-course I attended, as a jealous woman there used to frame other members so the teacher tossed them out.
        Shortly before I made that graphic I was told by the leader I was her top pupil and then suddenly I was tossed out for doing the wrong  background colour on a four hour graphic. There were a little more to it then that, but that was how it all started. I received a mail from the other member complaining that I'd used the wrong colour in the background, an error fixed in less then five minutes, and I was then not allowed to change it. She took upon herself to write a mail to the leader and complaining about me, telling her that I was very unsatisfied with her and the course, and out I was on my head. All for doing the wrong colour and I did ask if I could not re-make it, but the other member ignored my request and instead made it out to the leader I was bitching and angry with her. That is what bullies do, make up stories to get competition out of the way, and all bullies are malignant. All malignant people are lacking in empathy and they are most often what's called narcissists. Malignant narcissists all lie. That is the hallmark of a malignant person that they lie. They are the people of the lie and they destroy lives to get ahead.

        They are wolves and they like to hunt in packs. They are very vengeful and will never forgive and forget, which is only for their abused victims and tormented targets. They themselves expects total loyalty from everyone else, but their fellow narcissists and certainly never from themselves in return to their underlings. As a caring, loving, loyal human being you will soon realize that nothing you've done for these selfish bastards has any value after the deed was done. They will not consider all you've done for them as something they ought to pay back to you, in deeds or value. To them it was an honor for you to serve them and you should be the one grateful they let you help them out, as that surely taught you something and was a blessing for you in some way. Just by being involved with them must surely been payment enough? I tell you, this kind of wolves consider any generous act you do to them, out of sheer goodness of your heart, as a gift given to you by them. That is the truth I've found out and that explains alot of all my questions through life with this family. No wonder they are so ungrateful - nothing given to them was a gift to them, but it was their gift to the others, letting them give.
        Luna IngRuna - Circle of Love

        måndag 2 mars 2015

        Stalking And Harassment

        Malignant people believe it's their decision if you should socialize with them or not. They have it in their puny little heads that it's not your choice, and to "convince" you they are right they try and recruit others to "agree" with them. Since most people don't want to start a fight with an obvious troublemaker, they will pretend to agree. Most likely these "agreers" don't care, or they might even think the bullies are real shitheads for spreading unsubstantiated rumours. Some might however believe the persistent storyteller and help out to harm their target further.
        Being the victim of any kind of abuse from bullies it's the hardest part to figure out who's the culprit behind all your torment. In many cases I would like to warn you that it might be the very one you believe to be your confidant and best friend. Specially if you are a woman, as in that case you might both have a close girlfriend you trust, but you might also have a male friend or boyfriend who acts totally like he supports you, while he behind your back are part of the problem. Of course you will notice on both your girlfriend and the male what they really are, but someone being abused and humiliated from childhood, might be so used to such treatment that the obvious signals goes amiss. On the girlfriend you will have a clear signal if there is no equal sharing of all sorts. You might pour your heart out to your friend, while the friend never tells you anything. Or the friend will go on and on about shallow nonsense and never listen to anything you tell, more then superficial. Both these kinds of uneven communication is a sign, but not proof. If the friend calls all the shots and you only have to follow, there is another clue. A true friend should care what you want too. A third important sign is if the friend has unknown friends he or she never told you about. Normal friends would openly share what other friends they have, even if it wasn't common friends, but sneaky liars don't.

        By acting like your friend, the true facilitator of your torment can gain access to enough data to hurt you the most, which is why many bullies like to keep close to their targets. The pain and suffering will also be much greater for you if it was a dear friend that betrayed you, then just some random stranger. Something they typically will do, when you finally do realize your so called friend was truly an enemy, is to begin stalking you. If you live close by it might be in real life, but in these days it's way more likely to take place on the internet. If you like me have loads of webpages, blogs, forums, channels and endless of accounts all over the place it's a gold mine for a stalker to try and figure out where you are and keep tracks of what you are up to. Having a stalker is kind of always having to wonder who's watching you and looking through every little thing you do and second guess and get all unsettled. Which is the very purpose you are being stalked in the first place. They wish you to know that they just found one of your little love nests, where you love to hang out and speak freely what's on your mind. It's your place and you can be you for awhile, without thinking about if others want to listen or not, as it's a place those interested can freely choose to visit. You have no limitations from having to live up to others expectations and it's your very special place to be left alone from anyone knowing you.
        This is what your stalker wants to destroy. They can see that they've found your safe haven, your own special place and they just have to wreck it, just like they've tried to destroy everything else in your life. That is the very reason they've been stalking all your places on the net to start with, so they could find this very special place for them to destroy. Just to hurt you more. They are evil beings filled with pure hate against you, or they'd never stalked your sites to begin with, as they have no interest in the subjects you write about or in you as a loving and caring wonderful human being. They hate you for being such a loving and caring wonderful human being and they want you gone from the world. That is why they have been stalking your webpages, looking in and out on others accounts all over the place, to find some link that could take them to your special place. Whenever they'd found one, who is your friend, that surely was not of their liking, as your stalker wants you alone and scared, crying in the dark with no friends, no self esteem and only your suicidal thoughts to keep you warm at night. That is how their real intent operates, while they in their heads will always make up hero stories to make themselves into saints and you the villain.

        Once your stalker has found something precious of yours on the net they will in some way or another start harassing you about it. Often you will get hate mails about it, but if you have them blocked they might realize all their mails are deleted without ever being read, like mine are of all who's likely to send me such, as they've done so and not apologized despite my warnings, so I have blocked them. This goes for longtime relatives and strangers alike. If people don't behave I will not have anything to do with them. I don't enjoy rows and exchanging meaningless arguments with people set out to start fights and be hurtful and rude, so they are blocked and deleted. If such harassment by mail wont work you might get other confirmation about their harassment, as they might try and call you on the phone, write you letters or even contact other people and ask them to harass you for them by proxy. In my life I've been asked to do that many times by my present foes. They used to ask me to do shit I didn't want to do and I hate them for what they did to me doing that. I've never ever asked them to do such things and they did not have the right to ask me like they did.
        The reason I'm speaking less and less in specific terms, despite of this site being anonymous, is due to such stalking talking place on this blog yet again. I've once had to change it's name and I even spliced it in many parts so the stalker would not get hold of all of it, if she found one part. I don't know how to block them from reading any of my blogs, but I doubt that anyone blocked from my accounts can post any comments. I've blocked my tormentors from as many places as I've been able to remember doing it on, but still I miss one spot here and there and the bloody female stalker keeps popping up like some virus. Shortly after she drags her evil followers along and of course the one, who's the culprit of the whole present ordeal. She does however not have to read a word as she makes up her allegations far in advance, before she even knows if any of it is true or even fully well knows they are not. It's cause she used to be my best friend and knows I'm a talker, and since she used to be the one I talked to and she knows that I have loads of blogs and websites and she knows that I am a person who need to talk to friends, so of course I will have to vent somewhere. So she guessed that I might write something somewhere and she lied about it, like it was a fact, without even knowing if it was. What I wrote didn't matter, all she needed was that I had a blog and I was busted.

        So her comrades in crime were stalking my sites and my channels to find something they could harass me about. And a few months ago, after searching for another year after I took away the original blogger-blog, they found my new wordpress blog. I immediately received a totally sick hate mail from my male stalker, but since I have blocked him I never read it or really got it. The mail was however sent to more people and I was told many weeks later so I could make a copy of that sick mail. I don't know if it was wise to do, but it was so sick I hoped it would demonstrate what kind of sickness we are dealing with here. To me it stood clear that a sane and normal person would no write such filth to a nice and kind person like myself, so to me it's obvious it's a shocking horrific example of the kind of abuse and harassment that I'm the target of today. That was what I thought, but now I understand that these sick bastards harassing me has made lots of people believe that I deserve this kind of treatment. I wish all of you who believe that this is what I deserve instead would take your time and send such filthy hate mail to each other. If that is good enough for others it's good enough for you, I think. So stop sending them to me, or to other people about me. You are sick and you need to see a mental doctor about your issues.
        I really don't like talking about this and I don't like showing the filth to others. I so hate it and I hate the person sending me these hate mails. I hate the person that has lied about me so this person thinks it's ok to try and harm me so I will commit suicide of pure desperation. All of these people doing this are very sick. I wish they'd go and seek help somewhere, I truly do. To harass a person with lies and smear to cause them depression and get everyone to turn on them, making people think badly about this good person so she will kill herself out of pure desperation... That is so sick. You are so sick, you doing this to me. I feel sorry for you and for everyone believing in your sick lies. I hope you will truly reap what you have sown, as no-one else should have to. No, you will not make me kill myself, even if I many days feel like it's the only solution after all your lies, smears and utter nonsense. I will only scream out my frustration and let it out in the ether, where it will travel back to you all as bad Karma. She's a pure bitch, that Karma, and she's mine. You must remember that as I have never missed a mark in my whole life. Did he marry Veronica or didn't he? That bitch got burned by Karma and I told her to.

        Why I know all of this is thanks to people informing me of these hate mails, and also receiving loads of smear mails about me. There is smear phone calls and there is so much shit said to the mutual lawyer that it's insane. I told that lawyer straight out that I was scared for my life with these people and that I wanted nothing of their personal opinions or nasty comments about me from them, and he promised to protect me. I cried in the phone with him and I was so shaken up by even talking about them and it seemed like he understood that I wanted never to see them. Still he tried to bully me a few times to do so, but I got so annoyed with him for even trying, when he knew how scared I was of them. He didn't believe they were dangerous, but kind and charming. He thought I was talking about yelling, fists and knives or something, but he didn't understand I was talking about mind fuck and gaslighting and psychological killing games that has it's only goal to destroy the very being that is attacked so their will to live expires. Yes, I'm scared for my life of these evil creatures from hell.
        At the same time I'm not. It all depends on who's in charge of my body at the very moment. When the poor human soul is, she's lethally scared to death of them and she wrote that yesterday above and I do agree with all of it after reading it through. I am right in all I say and I tell you that as a human, loving, caring soul these people are very dangerous indeed. I don't know what I had done if I wasn't under the protection of a much higher soul. One body, many souls. We are either way only fractions of souls in the body, so what's wrong with the idea there are several minds ruling one body? One day we feel weak and powerless, desperate and totally deprived of everything due to some minor upset caused by people putting even the slightest belief in these liars. The next day everything changes. It's happening all the time, that all of a sudden the bad energy they inflicted on you just goes away and you feel whole again. The afraid little human is comforted and she's feeling safe under the protection of some mighty power that has connections all the way back to the source. To where it all began. That energy is indeed more mighty and powerful then any of these evildoers nasty energy ever could be.

        I've written blogs about those dreams where I totally embody the power of this arch angel and shows the puny little demons, that stupid power hungry people had let themselves be infested with, how weak they are compared to this original power of pure love and creation. I lifted my hand and they all flew back in a pile of pitiful demons. That is what liars really are, you see. They are demons in human bodies. I'm talking about the kind of lies that are meant to cause destruction unto others reputation and mental health. Lies deliberately made to shift your own deeds unto another, to make the innocent seem guilty of horrible deeds and the guilty seem innocent. If the very same deeds cannot be shifted the demon possessed human will belittle the deed as not as bad after all. It was just a prank or a misunderstanding and nothing to speak about ever again. It was never their fault and anyone blaming them are hurtful, bad people. Forget about it and if you don't, you are the evil one for refusing to get over it. That's what happens when they have to face their music, they just wont.
        But most of the times they are quick to learn how to shift their own blame over to the innocent. Then there is no jest, no room for forgiveness or understanding. If you refuse to be blamed you are ruthlessly hunted down and killed on the spot. You are a creep for pointing out your innocence and you are a horrible liar for revealing the true culprit of what you've been framed for. All these sick behaviors and responses are made by demon possessed people. Devils are not real, and neither are demons, as they are all people. People are the real Devils. People are the demons of this world. They are people with evil spirits in them, that is what it is and nothing else. Devils and demons are seen in movies, roaming around in our streets, but in real life we cannot see them. They are energies and they can only be seen by a seer of the spirit world. When bad energy enters into a human we say they are possessed by a demon as that person starts to act as the energy they have ingested. I will try and explain the difference, how I see it, if a person truly is a Devil, possessed by a demon, or only inflicted by the bad energies from this kind of darkness.

        A person truly being a Devil has no real living soul, as it's a born psychopath that does not care for anything but the material stuff. This person has no real feelings and it's like some advanced robot, an AI, but who knows how to mimic feelings and are very clever to pick up how to manipulate others to get what he wants. This person has no limitations to what he can do to achieve his goals, as he does not care how he harms others. But it's the goal that matters, so if harming others too obviously would hinder him from reaching his goal he will not do something. Only if the action would be beneficial to him would he do it, or if he thinks it would be. Even an evil AI can make erroneous calculations. On the other hand a demon is something that is inside a real human being. The person's soul is still there somewhere, but has chosen to let the demon take over as he thinks this will give him greater powers. There will be almost like a high, like you were on drugs, when you let the demon pull your strings. All of a sudden you can do things you didn't think you could do before, as you will no longer be bothered if it's right to do it. You will not bother to think about how your actions might look to others, so you will feel just great. However, it's your true soul and conscience that is your true power, you've only been brainwashed to not trust in them your whole life. You've been had.
        The most important part of you is your pure soul, which is innocent and knows what is right and what is wrong. To keep your soul strong you need to always do what you feel is right, and you must listen carefully on what you truly know and not trust in rumours or wickedness. I am now talking about dark energies that some people so cunningly hide and give out to others. It's the Devils in this world that project this dark energy, and like I said it's truly evil people I am talking about when I talk about Devils, and not funny red beings with horns and tridents. They are the most cunning in projecting perfection outwardly and they have been programming themselves from all sorts of sources, like social gatherings, TV, and what have you, to manifest the pure and honest being they are acting like. It's however just an act. One of their most popular outward faces is that of the professional. It's cause when we are all doing our jobs we all like to seem like we know what we are doing, so as a professional the deceiver easily goes undetected as most people are faking it when they are in this pretense of a professional persona. It's not really real.

        But we have all been trained to look up to the professional mask and we will therefore also look up on the evil ones that pretends to be professional. The thing is that most people have this mask only put on when they are actually working as the professionals they are supposed to be, while the deceivers never seem to take their masks off, even when in their private lives in social gatherings. When you are with your family and friends, and you are a person with feelings and all sorts of "normal" stuff, you will be that guy you are with your family. Not the professional face you show to your clients at work. You will joke and act silly and talk about shit. That's what humans do. But a fake person will have this perfect mask put on even then. Everyone will then assume that this is a very clever and serious person, who you can rely on. Just like when you go to the doctor you will try to be as good as you can, and still feel kind of dumb and not knowing enough, like people with their professional masks make you feel. You don't like to argue against them and you feel really nervous around them and can't wait to get away from them. Just like you would when in a meeting with a person wearing his professional mask. Most times it's in a place where the mask bearer has some power over you, so it's very uncomfortable. Like you asking for a loan, or seeking legal advice.
        Another trick they use to get away with not being like others with normal feelings, is that they act really innocent and helpless. This is mostly done by female ones however and is the very reason they are the worst kind, as so few could imagine this innocent looking woman is such a foul and evil creature as she is. Not only do they fake innocence, but they skillfully frame their female friends for all their wrongdoings and lack of moral discernment. Most of the times they are focusing their blame shifting on one target at the time and when doing so they will choose the most morally uncorrupted and kind of them all. That sounds kind of stupid, as surely it would be easier to frame someone already corrupted, but this is not about getting out of trouble, but getting someone not deserving it into trouble. This is EVIL at it's finest, and what's the thrill of catching a lame duck? No, the thrill is to destroy the most precious of them all. So they will start to defame a friend that totally are loyal to them instead. A truehearted and kind person who always helped out and stood up for her, as that friend will be totally devestated when she finds out the depth of the betrayal.

        By acting like the injured party to all sorts of made up insults and hurts the evil one will slowly erode everyone's opinions about this kind and caring person. The perfect target is the most humble of them all, that never brags about her good deeds and only works from behind the scene. Those not glorified by others are both easier to smear, and they are more deeply harmed as their humble nature will also be ripped from them in this process of total annihilation. If you've always let others shine the brightest and loved to watch from the side it's even worse to be accused of haughty manors, then if you've actually been somewhat that. It's the act of framing someone for everything they are not, which makes it so devastating and cruel, what the sociopath is doing. I would suggest the perfect target of this evil being would be a close girlfriend, who's always been loyal, never asked for anything, put her own needs after others, never revealed any of the evil person's bad life choices to other people as that was private, not complained or talked to others about mistreatment or bad things in her life, but kept such things to her closest confidants. A very private person, who might seem chatty, but does not spill her beans is the perfect target indeed.
        What the sociopath will do, in my experience, is to create small hurts during a long period of times to soften up their target. The hurts will make the otherwise very loyal friend to start questioning what is going on and maybe even seem sulky and angry sometimes. Behind her back the liar has of course spun some believable story that will make her behavior weird and rude. I will not go deeply into any details as I like to keep it general, but the trick is to make others think the kind and loyal friend is a shithead. The loyal friend does not tell others why she is angry with her friend, so people will only hear the horrible tales from the sociopath, who tells them in a way where she's so sad and worried about her once so beloved friend who's started to shun her and treat her so odd. It's so hurtful and she feels so very alone without her friend. What is wrong with her? She can spin this on and on with added little toxins, that are all made up, while she at the same time inflicts small wounds into her friend, by doing weirder and weirder "mistakes". She might go so far she starts to mess with her friend's head, making out that what she knew happened really didn't. Which is gaslighting.

        After awhile the friend might get fed up after the unpleasant experiences are too many and wont balance any of the good ones, so she will more or less drift away out of the friendship. But of course a sociopath wont let that happen, so she will try to lure her back with sudden intense interest and charm. She will act like she really missed her good old friend and behave like everything is forgotten and they are best pals forever again. Most of the times the good old friend falls for that trap, as you do tend to love your friends and you don't want to loose them due to that damn love. So most such friends will give their sociopathic friend one last chance and this is all she needs to trap you one last time and utterly destroy you. I write she here, but I tell you I've heard plenty gruesome stories where boyfriends done this to their female partners, and I'm sure there are some big brothers doing this to their little sisters too. Oh, and of course you have the mothers and fathers who did not care for ages and then pop up and act all caring and regretful, just to up and leave when you least expect it, after causing some total turmoil and destruction. These people come in all sorts of relationships.
        When they do this sudden re-appearance into your life they will be very concerned and caring of you. For awhile they will shower you with all that you never got while they were off doing other things, and it's all to make you raise your hopes again. People talk about narcissistic food and supply and liken them to vampires, which is very good as that is what it is. These evil ones feed on you so they wish to cause harm on a good food source many times to feed off that persons life force. They don't have any themselves as they are Devils, and cannot connect to the source so they try to feed off those that can. They do that by causing as much pain and suffering on their target as possible, and like I said they get the most "food" out of those hurt the most by them, which is why they need to build as much trust and loyalty as possible before they crush a person. But it takes hard work to find new supplies, new friends, so they most often don't want to make their target so mad at them that they will not come back. That is why they aim for the loyal kind, as they often choose to come back despite of the foulness of what has been done. Remember too that the evil ones always reminds the loyal ones about matters concerning loyalty. They love their little slap sticks about how people live through their bad patches and how friendships come out stronger at the other end.

        These same slogans are used in abusive family settings as well and there it's even crueler as most will accept that friends part from each other, but very few can understand that you were not put here on earth to suffer endlessly by the hands of your family. It's cause most people come from loving families so they cannot imagine such evil. And those that can are in most cases so brainwashed that they are not allowed to leave, they think no-one else should be allowed to. Still, there are many people out there who know it was the best choice in their lives when they choose to tell their abusive families to bugger off and leave them alone. And I say that too - bugger off and stop stalking my sites, blogs, channels or whatever place in or out of the internet you might expect to find me. Bugger off and leave me alone, you sick stalker! And stop harassing me with smear and lies to people, trying to defame my good name and make people believe your sick tales. You are truly of the evil kind of this world and I totally know what you come from. You try to influence me with your dark energies, to suck my life force out of me, but the gig is up and you can go back to where you came from. I care no more for your bullying and attempts to upset me. There is obviously no limits to your betrayal and lows. But what is there to expect of people following a Devil?
        Another thing I might not have been clear about is that these Devil kind of persons are like predators. Well, I mentioned vampires, so I guess I did. Many predators are pack animals and hunt their prey in packs of plenty of others. The main leader I would call the real Devil and the minions are the ones infected with this demonic energies that gives them a thrill to know they've hurt an innocent person. I will now mention what people I count as demon possessed, while the Devil is she who put out the original lie. I do know about her envy and that she felt it was unfair she'd not have her house for free, as she thought her brother would get his free. Just like he was envious of her getting her house for free to begin with, as he loved that house. But he most likely actually didn't know about the content of the real deal, or he did and he's an even bigger Devil then I knew. Either way, they both lied and they both were envious, but she was the one framing me and making the big drama by lying about me, while fully well knowing she was lying and me telling the truth. She brainwashed her little demons, which I count her brother and her mother and her husband to be. I am not sure about other ones at the moment, but suspect that others too have been infected by now, as this demon possession is a virus that spreads very easily, if you are not resistant to it.

        The virus spreads through a lie that people chose to believe in, despite of facts and testimonies about it being a lie. Whether they believe in it or just pretend to does not really matter, as they are infected either way when they participate in causing harm to the innocent. The lie has also grown as first the lie was just that I hadn't read a paper, then I've heard that they are lying about me also stealing the paper that I never have read. Before I stole the paper that I never read I'm also said to have done another thing we know the she Devil did herself, as she framed me for all the piles of papers she created the first weekend. Besides those obvious total lies, they began to pretend that I'd said things I hadn't and started to act deeply insulted by made up things. Such behavior is devious and therefore also lies as normal people would not act like that over such minor things. The things they said to me and what they've done to destroy my character to everyone I know is like Mount Everest compared to the mole hills they have on me. Ok, I refused to back down and admit to what wasn't true. That is not bullying, or defamation like the she Devil claimed. Such exaggerations are the HALLMARK of a sociopath. It's the very thing you know them by, that they destroy others through shock and awe. Well, go fuck yourself bitch. And see what I care about your smear. Those believing in you certainly belong with you. I don't want them!

        Luna IngRuna - Cicle of Love